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Meh. My CPU's motherboard had finally died since last week. So i'll be buying new CPU this week instead of my long awaited Graphic Tablet T_T I just decided to post this drafts, because obviously it'll take me some time before I can again save-up for the tablet. ( Read more... ) | |
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Randomly doing computer stuff. I suddenly felt happy and then I remembered that I had a wonderful dream earlier... a BoysLove one.
It's about having a Gorgeous Boy Lover <3, don't get wrong, I am a girl. But I think that makes me a boy in my dream. Guess the result of daydreaming about YAOI too much,.
Yep I've think of YAOI/BoyxBoy love stuffs before bedtime. Guess it manifested in my dream. Damn, I can't stop smiling, It's the Best Dream Ever for this year. The Boy is really cute, <3 makes me squeal. Haha, yep, I only daydream of being a guy so I can court a gorgeous Guy. XD
BoysLove spices up my Life. Dreamily mode <3 - Mood:flirty

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ahhh ha. right. I've been working. yep. but lack of brain food makes me dull anf lifeless. Now, off I go! to arrrinfantasy.com and tokudane.livejournal.com !! woohooo!!
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Man, Yesterday it pops in my head about the Dragonball and how I'm missing it specially the GOhan and Videl Pairing in the Great Saiyaman Saga. So I started looking for the episodes. Downloaded some and got addicted watching it till I'm 30 mins. late in my class.
Well, just got there and took my attendance, no longer than 30 minutes, my masscom classmates announces that they'll be leaving now, so O wow, I was just about to install odesk in the pc to start working but, that's more good news. So, woohoo! Great time to leave school so soon. However, There is this woman who's been nagging about me, though it somehow boost my ego but how I wish she just stop it. It feels awkward. Real awkward that I damn hate it. Guess that's why it never been happening to me for past years because I absolutely doesn't like it. Like they said, what happens to us and what you are so far Is your own choice and own doing. I chose what I am right now.
Ok back to dragonball, woot got back home at continue watching some selected episodes, mainly with Gohan and Videl :p man how I love that pairing, it's so cute. and yeah, about 1am when I my stomach is damn complaining so I decided to take some bite. DAMN THEM!! They ate all the Rice and Fried Fishes!! GRR! I'm damn hungry Dammit!!!
oh well - back to Dragonball. SO I was really hooked that It's already 5am and I'm still watching the series. Like the Early Morning fast downloads. Then till I finished it all until the last very episode of Dragonball Z. That, 10 years after. Trunks now 18 and the playboy Goten at 17. Gohan and Videl get married and had a Daughter named Pan, a Videl looked like.
T_T I'm missing again this story. Even now I'm having a flashbacks of the Great Saiyman, how I wish to watch it again. Though I really want to, But I have lots of stuffs to do in this real life. Dunno, I think I'm kind of lost. When I'm supposed to be improving my mind and self. And here I am watching doing some other stuffs. Man, damn Time for passing too way Fast.
SO Later, I'll download the Dragon GT. hoho, I'm excited to see them, though kinda sad that they've already grown. That's another 10 years after the Dragonball Z ends.
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I've read the summaries of GT so I'll be able to chose the episodes I'm going to download. Finished it. and... got starts contemplating about Life again. The GT's ending was set 100 years after. Featuring the sickly and very old Pan, and the great Son successor, Gokou Jr.
It's really sad just the fact that the whole gang, Gokou, Gohan, Goten , Chichi, Videl, Trunks, Bulma vegeta and the Others are now long gone, leaving Pan alone, with the latest remnant of Son Gokou which is Gokou Jr. It's also very saddening the part that the Briefs and Sons had long lost their communication with each other.
The thing is, Though it's just a fictional story. I've grown to love it and it's a strong proof of my childhood. Now I've witness the passing of their lifetime, seeing them in their growth, happy times, struggles, and then, now gone... And now, there's no more them. Leaving you behind. For you to look for another's lifetimes. Starting again, yet in the end, to see them gone again.
I suddenlly noted, how it is in a Vampire's life. They live longer, able to witness those around them from their birth to their deaths. You'll be able to be with them, but gets attached... then they'll leave you. The saddest part is, they will always leave you behind. All of them, then you alone.
Man. How complicated life is. Living for eternity is not a greatest choice for me. I think I'd rather chose to have a strong and healthy Life. Yeah that includes not aging, umm much? Then if you already ready to leave, then you just have to close your eyes and let your self be taken into the a deep slumber. Leaving the lifetime... going for another.
Sigh. Life that is. For all I know, the thing I should do is... to have Fun and enjoy this lifetime. No room for angst dammit. muaahaa... sigh. | |
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omg. I've browse FF.NET NaruSasu Community today and found this cute beautifully written NaruSasu Fic. Locked Sky by Ashtray HeartIt has subtle emotions, meanings you have to decipher. Simple yet astounding. This is the type of stories i've wanted to make in my fan comics. I've already ask for the author's permission to turn this into comic. >_< I hope she agrees and let me. Oh please~~~ LOL oh yeah~~ And some Hawt NaruNeji. scene from One Third by Only-Getting-Darker However, before Naruto could ask for Neji’s listening ear, the other boy was on his lap.
Naruto blinked at him, waiting for him to explain their compromising situation.
Neji put his hands on Naruto’s shoulders. “You were doing Itachi and Sasuke at the same time…” he whispered.
The blonde was about to reply that he hadn’t been ‘doing’ either of them, when Neji leaned in a bit too close for comfort.
“That’s so hot.”
And then his lips were on Naruto’s.”
(A/N): I’m shameless. This is ridiculous. Don't worry. It's Hawt XD
LOL. oh yeah~ Neji so hawt like that. Man, dang, I really want to make a fanart >_> but. grr it's already 3:45 in the morning and I still have to go to school, our Guidance Councellor wants me to see her. zzz I don't wanna. I wanna do other stuffs >_ | |
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I think, when you are depressed. When you weren't able to achieve what you truly want, though you know you can and it's already in your mind, but... the result you've made is not what you've been expecting of. Just why? Now you feel down and kind of useless,. No. you shouldn't. If you didn't get what you expected, It's okey. What you have to do next is to review again your goal. COPY it if necessary. You can DO IT. Now stop feeling down. There's still tommorow, next time, to make changes. Make changes, or copy the ones you like to the ones you've been creating. COPY it. Just like a xerox... Incorporate it to the one you've been doing. If you can see it, and already in front of you. Then YOU CAN DO IT!( Read more... )There's always tommorow. Today is not the final. Make Changes! YOU CAN DO IT!!Images above. Haha lOl. Im kind of fine now. Nice fic: 10 ways to bag an uchina by Quack says T-Shape WOOHOO!! | |
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Naruto Shippuuden EPisode 31 all new Opening and Ending... omg. so many Sexy Bodies. of men. *drool* Images Under the CUT. ( Read more... )Ohoho... My cravings to draw are getting overwelming... If only I don't have to save up for my tuition this end of the month. Dang. I got a job and Im saving my pay for my Tuition this sem. I'm so sure, I'll make sure. This will be my Last Semester in College! I'll Graduate!! *clenchfist-determinedlook-Naruto style* YEAH! Heh, Naruto is my fav. character for real ;) *Sigh* While Luck is still on my side. I hope I can fully save-up for this semester's tuition, then, finally save-up to buy a Graphic Tablet, The Intuos3 , yeah! - Music:Sana - Gagong Raper
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Oh man, oh man, Ive check ff.net's FF.net NaruSasu Community and I found this new ficcie Picture Bride by TanGerine SereNade XD Soo nice promising story. Cant help myself to not note of this Story. @_@ I'll keep track of how will the story goes. g'man, it's really interesting, makes me sqeal~ XD oh and yea, yesterday I was browing Aff.net then they suddenly goes Quick Maintenance with a flash pingpong game to entertain you for a while. I'm in the middle of Reading a Good fic, grr damn. But bleh. yeah, played a bit,

and beat that damn computer. muahhhaha~

zOMG. I cant wait for the second chappie XD | |
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After a long hours of no internet connection, a fucking big thanks to our fucking DSL provider. As our big appreciation to your dear damned service, we were looking forward of applying to the other biggest competitor of yours, the "Globe Broadband". Yep, so hopefully we're able to gather some bucks to finally apply for the Globelines DSL. And really hopefully, their DSL service is at least damned excellent than that fucking myDSL. Its not working as it's suppose to be. DSL + Phone concurrently working together. But here our problem, most of the time, when someone calls here or someone is using the phone, the DSL is cutted off. What's the biggest deal is that, after the phone session, we could hardly get the DSL go online! Just like what happened earlier. Aunt calls here then boom. No DSL for hours.
Ok so. Ive checked Craigslist by the time I open this firefox and saw some crunchy web/graphic design jobs. I wanna apply but I really lack Decent work samples. While Im still currently working on our Crejz Services Site, currently offering Memorial Services here in the Philippines. Im still fixing it though. And actually there's still lots of loads of works that im suppose to do and amazingly yet, I still have some time to borely browse the Online Classified Job sites that hoping to see some nice job to apply at. *head-bangs-on-wall* Actually just here at my own home. I got loads of suppose work and yet Im diverting myself looking for others. Yep. That's my biggest kind of problem. And no worries. Im dealing with myself already. Ok later. | |
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